Tuesday, August 30, 2011

坚持

曾经。。。
三年前。。。
对某些事。。。
还很耿耿于怀。。。
固执。。。

三年后的现在。。。
开始。。。
放下了。。。
当面对不如意的事时。。。
只有心中默念。。。
要坚强。。。

当付出但得不到所要的。。。
对自己说。。。
我尝试过了。。。
我对得起自己。。。

当得不到别人的认同。。。
或别人不珍惜你的付出。。。
或认定你做错了。。。
对自己说。。。
只要自己觉得对的。。。
就可以了。。。

发觉自己变了许多。。。
也开始怀念以前的我。。。
那个无所畏惧的我。。。
那个开朗的我。。。

我不能倒下。。。

Friday, August 26, 2011

迷失

第一次用华语写部落格。。。

我迷失了。。。
几个月里。。。
一直问自己。。。
发生什么事???
对自己。。。
除了失望。。。
还是失望。。。

面对一切不如意的事。。。
我。。。
无法改变。。。
只能接受。。。

唯一对自己自豪的。。。
就是。。。
我。。。
还没倒下。。。
必须告诉自己。。。
一定要坚强。。。
我发誓。。。

崩溃过。。。
也哭过。。。
也醒了。。。

问自己。。。
奇迹。。。
还会发生吗???
告诉自己。。。
命运是掌握在自己手上。。。

烦恼中。。。

问自己。。。

我没哭。。。
因为眼泪已干了。。。

坚强的面对。。。

Friday, August 19, 2011

Y3S3

What have I learnt throughout this semester?
Many...
And no doubt...
I lose my way...

I am wondering...
Where is the brave and fearless kailiang?
Where is the accurate me?

I need to find back...

Not happy recently...
Feel like being...

I miss the kailiang 3 years ago...

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Random update.

After midterms...
Here come the assignments...
Need to work hard for that...

Praying hard for my results and cgpa...
Try my best on it...
Never regret...

Who will I be after the submission of assignments?
Maybe...
Half dead...
Zombie look...
Panda...
Hmm...

Just draw my sword and fight...
Fearless...
That's what I can say now...

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Pictures

Just some pictures of mine recently...
Gatherings are always the best for me...



Update, friendship, tired, nothing

Just have a random post to update to all of you that...
I am not fine at all now...
Not having good sleep for few days and quite tired now...

With reasons...
Seriously...
I am emotional now...
I am just always asking myself the same question...
Where is my courage?
Where is my motivation?

I cant believe myself that my tears dropped down...
I am way too tired of pretending?

Recently, I really understand and believe the power of STRESS...
It is killing...
Can you imagine stress coming from every direction and attacking you?
Studies, Assignments, Friendship, and Trust...

Again...
I would like to say and announce that...
As usual...
Scourge is winning...

I always tell myself that...
Just face the reality...
This world is realistic...
JUST
FACE
THE
TRUTH

What to cheer my now?
Who can cheer me now?

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Random

Another random post...
At 430am...
What?
Yea...
I can't sleep...@@

I lose my courage...
Where is the kailiang 2 years ago...
Who is fearless and never give up easily...

I am serious this time...
No doubt...

However...