Sunday, May 10, 2009

Complicated

Watching the football match between Arsenal and Chelsea...
Nice match...
But my thinking was not nice...
How to say it...
I am complicated with the current me...
Who am I actually to all of you???

Suddenly...
My sniping skill...
Turns bad...
All things go down...
Where is the sem 3 positive thinking kailiang???
Back please...

I was given a perception by others...
I am considered a siao person and like to joke...
My aim is to let my friends be happy...
In front of all of you...
Actually...
Deep in my heart...
I am happy...
And I shall know that...
I shall never walk alone...

However...
How if I am down???
Negative and unexpected things happened...
And who know that...
I am crying badly in the bed???

I am not a perfect person...
Although I like "Perfect" by Simple Plan...
I think...
I think...
Cant tell much...
Sry all...

Problems...
Is coming...

P/S Msn me if you can help me. THX.

Evaluation

Just viewed Daphne's blog and found something interesting...
I had my test and here is the result...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thinking...

Comment:
Quite right with the current kailiang...
80% agree with it...
Thx Daphne for it...
XD

Rating:
200 / 100

Friday, May 8, 2009

May gathering 2009 (part 2)

Second destination- Infi.
Wow!!! I had never went for game with my friends for a long time.
8 friends
Lets start the game
4 versus 4
I even had my words before game
WHO WOULD LIKE TO TEAMMATE WITH A NOOB?
Ostan, Tat Mun, Paul and me versus Bruce, Jasper, Wei Xiang and Gerald
2 games and in the first game
OMG
Vengeful Spirit
A good hero but I had never use it before
At last
Luckily
I am not a feeder
And I farm quite good
Ranking
Satisfied
2nd game
Random again
And sweat again
Undying
Used it before
But now the hero is a strength hero
Totally no idea
Repick and this time
MIRANA
Still know on how to play
But
Never kill 1
T.T
At last
My team won
Ranking
Not bad
^^

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Before and After

Thinking and self evaluating...
Looking on myself...
Compared to before...
I had changed much...

Before, deep in my mind, my ice elements are more than fire elements...
After, my fire elements are more than ice elements...

Before, I was just a childish guy...
After, due to situation, environment, and other factors, it is a need for me to become mature...

Before, when someone did something wrong, I should hard o forgive him or her...
After, thinking again, forgive someone is a good choice (depends on situations)...

Before, I was easily played, cheated, and used...
After, I am more observant, SNIPER IN GAME, SNIPER IN REAL LIFE...

Before, I do not always smile...
After, without reasons, I like to smile to all...

Before, mind was filled with negative thinking...
After, mind is filled with positive thinking and confidence...

Before, I would like to make decision without thinking much...
After, I shall make a decision after considering all the factors...

Hoping for a better kailiang...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

May gathering 2009 (part 1)

















2/5/09. It was a special day for me not because of saturday where i can have my rest. At last, I had gathering with my secondary school friends. I had never meet most of them since 2008. I even did not attend khan khan birthday as I have another gathering. Seemed busy huh?

It was an exhausting day. However, it worthed. As I said before, they are having an important role in my life. Seriously, without them, without kailiang. Again, seemed a bit serious huh?

Ok, lets go back to my topic. A big day. I started my gathering since 11am and thanks jin yuan's mum for the fetch. Our first destination was jusco food court (zadou-ing). Lunch. Nice and deep chat between us. Just nice and perfect. Most of them even shocked with my currrent look. With earring. Haha, hey man, juz try it!!! RM5 and just nice. Hihi.

Time for the big show!!! We had our singk at 12pm sharp!!! Wow, as usual, nice time with all of them. Quite funny with yuea weng for keep on logging facebook and asking abou mafia war. LOL. Another thing. OMG. The second time I think. I felt the sound of Ostan. Just nice. LOL. ME? Oh yea, as usual, blow water and singk lo! What else!!??? I am not a pro. Just a song can make me having sore throat. At last, I was totally down, 唯一 by王力宏. What I can say is... I LOSE TO YOU! Straight no sound after this song...
(To be continued)

My comment for the previous article

Having a brief look on the previous artcle, thinking...
I am quite agree with the article...
Throughout the life...
We meet 3 people...
The one who like you...
The one who you like...
And lastly...
The one that having the life with you forever...

Again...
As usual...
These 3 people...
Are not the same person...

It will be a lie...
If I tell u that...
I had no feeling on any girl before...
But...
It is ok for me now...

Thinking...
For me...
LOVE...
What is it???
As the lyrics of "Never had a dream come true"
"Love is a strange and funny thing" ???
爱是付出,爱是无私的???
爱一个人不一定要拥有她,她幸福就好???
AGREE!!!

I think...
For me...
Let it be...
随缘吧!!!!!

Rating: 101 / 100

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Another meaningful article

人的一生會遇上的四個人
人生就是為了找尋愛的過程,
每個人的人生都要找到四個人
第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人,
第三個是最愛你的人,
第四個是共度一生的人.
首先會遇到你最愛的人,
然後體會到愛的感覺;
因為了解被愛的感覺,
所以才能發現最愛你的人;
當你經歷過愛人與被愛,
學會了愛,
才會知道什麼是你需要的,
也才會找到最適合你,
能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的,
在現實生活中,
這三個人通常不是同一個人;
你最愛的,往往沒有選擇你;
最愛你的,往往不是你最愛的;
而最長久的,偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的,
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你,會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢?
沒有人是故意要變心的,他愛你的時候是真的愛你,
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了,
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你;
同樣的,
他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你。
當一個人不愛你要離開你,
你要問自己還愛不愛他,
如果你也不愛他了,
千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開;
如果你還愛他,
你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂,
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起,
絕不會阻止,
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,
就表示你已經不愛他了,
而如果你不愛他,
你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢?
愛不是佔有,
你喜歡月亮,
不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡,
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說,
你愛一個人,
也可以用另一種方式擁有,
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶,
如果你真愛一個人,
就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好,
也愛他的壞:
愛他的優點,
也愛他的缺點,
絕不能因為愛他,
就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子,
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的,
你只知道無論何時何地、
心情好壞,
你都希望這個人陪著你;
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守,
也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟,
感情必須付出,
而不是只想獲得;
分開是一種必然的考驗,
如果你們感情不夠穩固,
只好認輸,
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候,
最喜歡叫對方發誓,
許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓,
就是因為我們不相信對方,
我們根本不相信情人,
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際:
海枯石爛、
地老天荒,
都不能改變我對你的愛!明知道海不會枯、
石不會爛、
地不會老、
天不會荒;
就算會,
也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意,
不要許下可以實現的諾言,
最好是承諾做不到的事,
反正做不到的,
隨便說說也不要緊,
請記住:
'不可能實現的諾言最動人'
在愛情裡,
說的是一套,
做的是另一套;
講的人不相信,
聽的人也不相信。
你呢?
找到了第幾個?
茫茫人海中,
你遇見了誰?
誰又遇見了你?