Saturday, July 31, 2010

3 weeks, 4 papers, tired, tough, challenge

Hi blog...
Not writing on your wall for a long time...

Many things happened throughout this few weeks...
Seriously...
I never face such tough challenge before...
Studies...
Friendship...

She "get out" from my life...
At least until now...
You are not my friend anymore...
As I said before...
Attitude decides everything...
The moment you tell me the words...
I know that...
Our friendship had ended...

Never feel so relax for such a long time...
Angela told me that I became a panda already...
My mom said that I am thinner...
And even I feel myself is getting older, older and older while looking on the mirror...

Sometimes...
I just ask myself...
When will the war end???

Someone is making me emo...
Be more specific...
A female... As mentioned before...

Without reason...
Mind is becoming clearer...
I need to be tough...
Cos I know that...
It is still a long way to go...

I always glad of something...
Friendship...
Nicholas told me before...
Kailiang...
You are great...
Your friends are distributed everywhere in university...
Proud of your words man...

Throughout the war...
Throughout these few weeks...
When I was down...
When I felt sad...
When I wanna cry...
Friends...
You are the one that cheer me up...
Thanks for your listening...
The motivation for me to carry out my life (so serious huh?)

Blessing...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Everything, miracle, love, friendship, MD,...

At last, I decide to write something on my wall.
Many things happened on these few days.
And I emo for these few day.
I am not in good mood, although Spain won the World Cup.
Casillas and Jesus Navas are awesome.

I knew a friend since 2 years ago.
She is quite good in studies.
The problem is that I was disappointed of you when you said that to me and others.
Your attitude is suck.
I cant imagine that.
And I cant expect that too.
You are such a disappointment.
For me, attitude is everything.

Everything is just on my opposite way.
I find myself hard to smile.
Hard to make miracle.

I found myself become irrational again.
I think I am abnormal physically and mentally.
Sometimes, I just wanna scream "What!!!???"
Fearless by Taylor Swift is not useful at all now.

I miss her.
I have feeling on her.
But, but, sometimes,
I just wonder...
Wonder that...


I have no idea on what am I writing now.

T.T

I hope that I can go through that...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Miss, she, friends,

Wow...
2am now and cant fall asleep...
I am extremely emo recently...
Facing problems on friendship...
Laptop is having problems...
Assignments...
And lastly...
I miss her badly...
Yea...
We are so close...
Always can meet you during lectures...
But we are not as close as before...
OKOK...
I know I know...
I said it before for many times...
But I wanna say it again...
I miss you...
I miss the previous you...
I miss the previous me...
I miss the previous time when we were together...
It was not a dream...
It was true...
So true...
I can feel it...

However...
Telling myself...
We came from different world...
Let say...
You hang out with friends on starbucks...
I hang out with my buddies on kopitiam...
Just two different...
I go shopping on Jusco...
Maybe...
You prefer Mid Valley...

Sometimes...
We are close...
But most of the time...
We are just so far...

Suddenly...
In my mind...
Just "White horse" by taylor swift...

I made a mistake before and I had tried my best to recover...

Things turn bad this week...
Everything is just so weird...
Laptop is sot sot...
Friend is leaving me...
Assignment...

As I told yik tat...
I just can scream Jesus Navas now...
After the problems was settled...
I gonna scream Torres!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, June 6, 2010

Past, history, story

Many things happened last week...
And I think...
Just my assumptions...
I need to change...
Or you changed...

New semester but I cant used to it...
Not prepared well physically and mentally...
I need to pick ***** up again...

Sincerely hope that it wont happen again...

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Fearless, taylor swift, motivation, love, enjoy!!!!!!!!!!

Many things happened recently...
And recently...
Addicted to Fearless by Taylor Swift...
Lose my motivation since new semester started...
Hard to concentrate during lecture...
Hard to make myself smile...
And guess what...
I am in good and great mood after listening to this song...
Thanks Taylor...
Love you!!!!!!!!!
Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

Enjoy the song...

There's somethin' 'bout the way
The street looks when it's just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement
Walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
Yeah

We're drivin' down the road
I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absent mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why when with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

So baby drive slow
‘Til we run out of road in this one horse town
I wanna stay right here in this passenger’s seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now capture every memory

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Random

Listening to The Best Day by Taylor Swift...
Today...
Or maybe yesterday...
I was totally exhausted...
Wanna sleep but saw something about her in Facebook...
I miss her all in the sudden...
Come on...
You gonna meet her soon on Monday...
But the problem is...
We are not close as before...
I am talking seriously...
Telling myself that I am concerning you and caring on you...
But you are not...
I know that it is not a must for you to do that...
Disappointed???
A bit of it...
Because I had...
Aiks...



*Hope for the future*

Friday, May 28, 2010

Summary, love, friendship, everything

At last, I find myself some free time to write the post...
You cant ignore that...
Many things happened...
Friendship...
Love...
Me and her...
Personality...
Everything...

Take the opportunity to thank Bruce for everything...
Throughout the year...
You taught me many things...
No matter your words and your blogs...

Friendship???
Bruce told me a fact or statement before...
I am strongly agree...
"You are damn lucky if you have a truth friend in your university life"
and guess what...
I can be considered very X1000 lucky...
For having a number of truth friends...
Thank you all...

14 weeks...
I experienced many things on friendship...
Bruce blog again...
Sometimes...
You treat your friends good...
And it is not necessary for them to treat you good back...
Totally disappointed with some friends...
Not going to mention your name but I am bored with you...
Never reply my message before...
*Exam period*
*SMS*
"Do you have any tips for quantitative techniques?"
Oh come on...
Without thinking...
I deleted your message and get out from my life please...

Love???
Me and her...
We seemed to be good and best friends before...
Just a mistake...
A mistake...
I hurted you much...
Sometimes, we are far...
Sometimes, we are just so near...

Gonna end my posts...
Before that...
Seriously...
Gonna thank some friends throughout the 14 weeks...
Trust me...
All of you are great...
*Blessing*

Rong Han (Jamie Carragher) >>> Aww... trust me, thank for everything when I was down. And your house is great. You know I am Liverpool fans. And guess what, you are as important as the role of Jamie Carragher to Liverpool.

Rong Han housemates (Fabio Aurelio) >>>Seriously, although I know you all not for a long time, you guys give me warmness. And you guys teach me on how to have a simple life. *Welcome to my life*

Carlie (Daniel Agger) >>> Aww... Not going to thank you but appreciate for everything you did.
*Sharing is caring*(I shall never forget that). You are always the one when I was down. You are great.

Su Qi, Kimberly and Wan Shyan (Glen Johnson)>>> When I was facing the biggest and toughest challenge, thanks for lending me your hands.

Dan Tart and the gang (Javier Mascherano) >>> Again, thank for everything throughout the 14 weeks. All of you taught me a good lesson on simple life.

Foundation gang (Steven Gerrard) >>> I am "speechless" of you all. I was touched with all of your action. No matter what I did. Friendship forever.

Wei Chuan (Martin Skrtel) >>> Woots... thanks for the whole 14 weeks. Thanks for Penang trip. Thanks for sharing secrets with me.

Friendship forever.

P.S. If you are not in the list, please remind me.