Wednesday, August 25, 2010

When you say nothing at all...

Many things happened recently...
Time to action...
Ok lets move out and fire in the hole...

I told myself...
I will be strong...
I can go through it...

Bruce...
Again...
You are right...
When you are doing something right...
Just FEARLESS!!!

Friday, August 20, 2010

Unfair world, friendship, back-stab...

Seriously...
Since few years ago...
I knew that...
The world is always unfair...
Unfair to someone that is good...
Those bad guys are always the winner...

I took my bath just now...
Flash back...
Just wondering...
Some of my friends in my life...
Are just fake enough...
They are great enough to smile in front of you...
And start to back-stab you...
Bruce, you are right...
They are just great when they are on your back...

Never force me to write your "beautiful" name here...
Dare to challenge me and trust me...
You will die hard...

I think you must be wondering...
How can I know that you are back-stabbing me...
Come on...
Remember my nickname???
Sniper...

Sorry if I say anything wrong...
Never trust your friend easily when they are back-stabbing someone WITHOUT REASONS...
I hate such persons...

I admit that...
I lose some of my friends...
Why?
Just because of you...
Sorry...
Is two of you...
Or maybe...
Three of you...
Don't dare to challenge me...
I will never "give face"...
Even you are a female...

Beware your attitude...
You made the mistake and dare to back-stab me...

Saturday, August 7, 2010

The war...

I told myself...
I promise myself...
I need to calm down...

At last...
The war ended...
Or I can say that...
Half time...
Finals are coming soon...
But I need a rest...
Tired...
Just like Wayne Rooney...
Scoring many goals but totally exhausted in the end of the season...
As a result...
MU cant get the champion...

Headache now...
But I am still listening to radio...
I dislike quiet...
It is scary...
Just like my heart...

I am becoming irrational...
Standing on the junction...
I have no idea what way that I need to go...
Left or right?
Or maybe straight?
I gonna slap myself...

I told myself that...
Thats all you can do...
Others?
Just leave it to the God...
I tried my best...
I did what I can...
Thats what I can tell myself...

I changed a lot...
I change to someone...
That...
Sometimes...
I cant even know who am I actually...
What happened to you kailiang?

Feel like losing everything...

I become emo easily...
Probably...
Exam just over...
I have nothing to do and I start to think negatively...

Friends are leaving for further studies...
Fattchi, Waikhan, and Hojun...
Promise me...
Until the next time we meet...
Take care and all the best...
And also...
Keep in touch...
Cos our friendships last forever...
The friendship is true...
No lies...
Flawless...
Wonderful...

I miss my secondary school moments...

Saturday, July 31, 2010

3 weeks, 4 papers, tired, tough, challenge

Hi blog...
Not writing on your wall for a long time...

Many things happened throughout this few weeks...
Seriously...
I never face such tough challenge before...
Studies...
Friendship...

She "get out" from my life...
At least until now...
You are not my friend anymore...
As I said before...
Attitude decides everything...
The moment you tell me the words...
I know that...
Our friendship had ended...

Never feel so relax for such a long time...
Angela told me that I became a panda already...
My mom said that I am thinner...
And even I feel myself is getting older, older and older while looking on the mirror...

Sometimes...
I just ask myself...
When will the war end???

Someone is making me emo...
Be more specific...
A female... As mentioned before...

Without reason...
Mind is becoming clearer...
I need to be tough...
Cos I know that...
It is still a long way to go...

I always glad of something...
Friendship...
Nicholas told me before...
Kailiang...
You are great...
Your friends are distributed everywhere in university...
Proud of your words man...

Throughout the war...
Throughout these few weeks...
When I was down...
When I felt sad...
When I wanna cry...
Friends...
You are the one that cheer me up...
Thanks for your listening...
The motivation for me to carry out my life (so serious huh?)

Blessing...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Everything, miracle, love, friendship, MD,...

At last, I decide to write something on my wall.
Many things happened on these few days.
And I emo for these few day.
I am not in good mood, although Spain won the World Cup.
Casillas and Jesus Navas are awesome.

I knew a friend since 2 years ago.
She is quite good in studies.
The problem is that I was disappointed of you when you said that to me and others.
Your attitude is suck.
I cant imagine that.
And I cant expect that too.
You are such a disappointment.
For me, attitude is everything.

Everything is just on my opposite way.
I find myself hard to smile.
Hard to make miracle.

I found myself become irrational again.
I think I am abnormal physically and mentally.
Sometimes, I just wanna scream "What!!!???"
Fearless by Taylor Swift is not useful at all now.

I miss her.
I have feeling on her.
But, but, sometimes,
I just wonder...
Wonder that...


I have no idea on what am I writing now.

T.T

I hope that I can go through that...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Miss, she, friends,

Wow...
2am now and cant fall asleep...
I am extremely emo recently...
Facing problems on friendship...
Laptop is having problems...
Assignments...
And lastly...
I miss her badly...
Yea...
We are so close...
Always can meet you during lectures...
But we are not as close as before...
OKOK...
I know I know...
I said it before for many times...
But I wanna say it again...
I miss you...
I miss the previous you...
I miss the previous me...
I miss the previous time when we were together...
It was not a dream...
It was true...
So true...
I can feel it...

However...
Telling myself...
We came from different world...
Let say...
You hang out with friends on starbucks...
I hang out with my buddies on kopitiam...
Just two different...
I go shopping on Jusco...
Maybe...
You prefer Mid Valley...

Sometimes...
We are close...
But most of the time...
We are just so far...

Suddenly...
In my mind...
Just "White horse" by taylor swift...

I made a mistake before and I had tried my best to recover...

Things turn bad this week...
Everything is just so weird...
Laptop is sot sot...
Friend is leaving me...
Assignment...

As I told yik tat...
I just can scream Jesus Navas now...
After the problems was settled...
I gonna scream Torres!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, June 6, 2010

Past, history, story

Many things happened last week...
And I think...
Just my assumptions...
I need to change...
Or you changed...

New semester but I cant used to it...
Not prepared well physically and mentally...
I need to pick ***** up again...

Sincerely hope that it wont happen again...