Thursday, July 28, 2011

Random update.

After midterms...
Here come the assignments...
Need to work hard for that...

Praying hard for my results and cgpa...
Try my best on it...
Never regret...

Who will I be after the submission of assignments?
Maybe...
Half dead...
Zombie look...
Panda...
Hmm...

Just draw my sword and fight...
Fearless...
That's what I can say now...

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Pictures

Just some pictures of mine recently...
Gatherings are always the best for me...



Update, friendship, tired, nothing

Just have a random post to update to all of you that...
I am not fine at all now...
Not having good sleep for few days and quite tired now...

With reasons...
Seriously...
I am emotional now...
I am just always asking myself the same question...
Where is my courage?
Where is my motivation?

I cant believe myself that my tears dropped down...
I am way too tired of pretending?

Recently, I really understand and believe the power of STRESS...
It is killing...
Can you imagine stress coming from every direction and attacking you?
Studies, Assignments, Friendship, and Trust...

Again...
I would like to say and announce that...
As usual...
Scourge is winning...

I always tell myself that...
Just face the reality...
This world is realistic...
JUST
FACE
THE
TRUTH

What to cheer my now?
Who can cheer me now?

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Random

Another random post...
At 430am...
What?
Yea...
I can't sleep...@@

I lose my courage...
Where is the kailiang 2 years ago...
Who is fearless and never give up easily...

I am serious this time...
No doubt...

However...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Playing in my mind

A song is keep on playing in my mind...
Wouldn't change a thing by Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato...
What a nice song...
Addicted...

What happened to me?
Throughout this 2 months?
Feeling myself is just so busy...

I know...
I need to stay strong...
Stay tough...
The war begins again...

What are my motivations now?
Family...
Friends...
True friends...
Starwalk...
Primary school gathering...
Yumcha with secondary schoolmates...

Tell myself...
I can go through that...

And someone...
God...
Please help me...
Please bless me...
Please lead me...

Addicted to this picture too...
Promise me...
You all are my motivations to continue the war...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Random

God...
I am scare now...
I am in fear now...
What can I do?
I am trying my best all the time...
But...
But...

Please save me...
I need some words from you...

Everything goes wrong...
I am scare and worry...
Scare and fear that I cant handle the problems...
I know...
I am staying strong all the time...
And I promise...

Blessing...

Friday, May 6, 2011

Random

I shouldn't be like this anymore...
What am I now?
Who am I now?
I have no idea...
Again...
Feel that the world is unfair...
Unfair enough...
Enough!!!
I need to change...
Someone...
Sometimes...
In my mind...
I cant forget what had she done...
I never forgive you???
Maybe...
You are such a disappointment...

What can I say now is...
Please...
Don't ever think that you are great and you can do everything since you are beautiful...
You are such a bitch!!!
Daughter of bitch!!!
Sorry for saying such rude words...