Family, Friends, Support...

Again, I have no idea for the title for my article.
Again, I am complicated with the incidents happened around my friends and I.
Again, I lose my direction.

Again and again. I had just read 2 emails sent by shirley and lengzai. These 2 emails woke me up a bit especially sirley's email. Having a look on shirley's email, I found out that, I am very very or extremely lucky compared to the others in the email. I had learnt on how to appreciate for what I am having now.

Compare to the people in the pictures of the email, Iam considered lucky and the problems that I faced now were just an extremely small matter and thinking in my mind, I can handle it.

Living for almost 19 years, after facing many tough and bitter experiences and incident, I know and realised that, I cant be dependent, immature, emo easily anymore. When I was down, thinking in my mind, I know that, I still have my family and friends around and support me. Promise myself.

To my dear parents and friends, no matter what happened, I shall be in your side. No matter what happened.

P/S Finally, I have tile for my article...

Secret

Comparing to my secondary school life...
Nowadays Kailiang...
Had transformed into another person...
A person who are more independent...
Calm...
Mature (XD)...

Comparing the situation...
Totally different...
Some seniors had told me a fact and I am strong agree with it...
University is just life a society...
In this "society"...
I had faced many things and people...
Which are totally different with secodary school...
Some friends around...
Are faker...
Do not want others to suceed and always want to be the no.1...
Masked...
Etc...

What is the result?
Secrets...
Compared to before...
I have more and more secret...
That cannot to be shared with others...
I need to face it alone...

Secret and secret...
Sometimes...
These make me happy...
Make me complicated...
Make me down...
Make me stressful...

Comparing again...
Compared to before...
If I have secrets that are stressful and complicated...
I might be cried in sem 1 and sem 2...
But not in sem 3 anymore...
Probably...
Since when...
I had found my confidence back...
Think positively...

I am not pro...
Sometimes...
I am tired to face secrets...
It was scary...
Sometimes...
Secrets are need to be shared...
Throughout my university life...
I had shared many secrets...
With many friends...
Thx and appreciate all of you...

Deep in my heart...
I know...
I shall never walk alone...

Rules

Well, as I mentioned in the previous article, I like to obey rules. I have 3 rules and just now, someone breaks the rules again. Probably did not see my articles in the blog.

Ok, I said it, I have many good and nice friends. Secondary school friends, TA7, TA8, aaron and gang, lengzai, yy. However, I still make mistakes. I was regret for adding her in my msn list.

What happened actually? Well, at 2315, I think, I was challenged again. She just nudge me and asked for my cost accounting midterm marks. I am totallyangry and sienz. Juz...

Whatever, deep in my mind, a decision again. It was a really tough decision. Thinking... I cant always be he tame one. I quite appreciate words by Daphne last 3 weeks. Defend yourself. Maybe, I need to think once again whether you are my friend or not.

I am the one who like to obey rules. And please, if you cant accept it, just go away and get out from my life. You wanna know my marks and compare again? No way!!!

As usual, Transporter aka Jason Statham has 3 rules for his beloved car.
For me, I have 3 rules or even more, ok?

Thx and appreciate for your word last 3 weeks, Daphne.

Nice chat

Transporter has 3 rules for his beloved car...
And I still remember it...
Rule no.1...
Respect the car and the car will respect you...
Rule no.2...
Greet the driver...
Rule no.3...
Safety belt...

Well for me...
I have 3 rules too...
Rule no.1...
I hate result comparing, noise, and so on...
Rule no.2...
I like and enjoy msn chatting...
Rule no.3...
[Forget already...sry]


Well...
Recently...
A person breaks the rules...
And that is rule no.1...
During that time...
My class was given compliment...
Once I walked out from the lecture hall...
Result comparing happened...
By her...
Again...
I hate it...


Just now...
A FRIEND obey the 2nd rule...
Lengzai...
Appreciate...


Since when...
I am blur...
And complicated by many things...
I like to obey the rules...
However...
Some of my friends...
Just like to break the rules...
Somemore...
Seperation...
Makes my mind blur and blur...
I lose my direction...


At last...
I cant stand it...
I wanna explode...
Feeling like wanna....[no idea for the words]
Therefore...
I find lengzai in msn...
Appreciate for the chat...

Having my studies after chat...
Still ok...
But cant concentrate...
Probably...
Aiks...

At last...
Again...
Have a nice face to face chat with nicholas...
Omg...
We chat from 2340 till 0150...
I think...
Again...
A bit long gas...
But...
Appreciate for company me the whole night...
I am feeling better now...

Looking on the sky...
Feeling the cool winds...
I...
Am fine...

P/S Appreciate Lengzai and Nickholas... Both of you are given compliment...

My story of sem 3

Ok, I say it. It is the last semester for me in foundation. It is only 7 weeks. It is week 6 already and 1 more week, it is time for us to seperate.
Throughout this semester, I had treasured many things. First of all, the relatioship between my friends and I had improved much. Since I joined TA7 in semester 2, as I said before, I had known many new friends. Tet Yoon, Chia Seng, Hor Lap, Stacy, Amanda, Hiang, Thomas,JJ, Shirley, Ivonne, and so on. Say truely, I quite enjoy to chat, play, msn, blow water, and so on with all of you. Same to you, Rong Han, Mun Chn, Kee, Chia Keong, Nickholas, Su Wen, Su Fei, Siew Jin, Mei San, and so on.
Secondly, gathering. As I said in the previous article, I had a gala time with all of you, TA7. Say truely, I love all of you. What I can say to all of you is professional. Sitting together to have dinner, I quite enjoy the dinner. 6 carS, 6 drivers, 6 transporters, 28 persons, just nice. Movie in ipoh after is just perfect and nice. Before movie, we even had a nice walk in jusco together. I miss the moment. Hope can have it again...^^
Thirdly, confidence. I had saw one of my friends in his msn pm. Confidence... make the difference. Well, since semester 1, I was given a nickname. Faker. I just speechless with it. However, I think I am finding my confidence back well. Sincerely, I hope that my confidence can back as fast as possible.
Fourth, in semester 3, I had known some new friends. Yy and Lengzai. Nothing to say but just nice friends. High hands. I am glad to make frineds with them especially lengzai. I still remember that I had a bad time when semester 2 final result are out, I was not quite satisfied with it. I was even challenged by someone. Thank for the advise, lengzai. No thank but appreciate.
Last week, a sir came to my lecture class to give compliment to those with 3 pointer. What I can say is sienz. Isn't it a bit result oriented? Somemore, I was challenged again. Sienz. However, I am ok now.
In conclusion, I had a nice time in semester 3. 1 more week left and appreciate time left between us. Promise, I shall miss all of you.

Rating: 10 /10

P/S: Photo taking before study week

Moment

Since the last few days, actually, I had written 2 articles and to be published in the blog. However, at last, I have no idea on what actually I was writing. Listening to Say Goodbye by S Club 7, I realised that, my studies for foundation is going to end.
Different people have different perceptions and thinking. Well, for me, it is a sad thing. Since primary school, saying goodbye is always a hard thing to me. Maybe, in front of all of you, I was still laughing but who knows, I maybe cry behind all of you.
Now is sem 3. There are just 6 days and 90 minutes left for my foundation studies to end. Say truely, if I can make it, I sincerely hope that I can back to sem 1 to know all of you better and again.
Some of my friends told me that it is not a need to cry because I am a male. However, I am still a human. I have emotions and feeling. This is not a matter of male and female.
Why I shall cry? Maybe, about 6 more days and we cant meet each other as usual as now. Throughout my foundation studies, I am glad and happy to know many friends, even A to Z. Alexis, Aaron, Blackfish, Chia Seng, Danny, Enrin, Fiona, G...[no] , Hiang, Ivonne, JJ, Kee, Luis, Lengzai, Mun Chun, Mei San, Nngel, O...[no], and PQRSTUVWXYZ.
Sem 1 is a nice sem. Therefore, I would like to than all members of TA8 for being my friends. Without all of you, there will be no kailiang. Trust me.
Sem 2 is a nice sem too! TA7 had left many beautiful and nice memories to me. Saying truely, I love TA7 and TA8. In TA7, I am glad to know hor lap, chia seng, tet yoon, hiang, thomas, jj, shirley, ivonne, and so on. Trust me again. All of you helped me a lot when I just joined TA7. With the accompany from all of you, I know, I shall never walk alone.
Looking on my TD friends and TC friends, they are going to leave for further education in setapak. Besides sadness, what else? No more!!! I shall miss them.
Wednesday was a nice day. It was the first time where I had class gathering with all of them. Having dinner in gopeng and movie in jusco ipoh. Say truely again, I was touched. We had 12 rounds in the cinema. It was an action movie. Howeve, besides nervous, what I can feel is touching. Thinking. A gang of 28 friends were having dinner and movie together. Thank you all! I shall miss the moment. A sweet moment.
Having the ride back from Ipoh at about 0115. Throughout the journey, hiang and shirley were discussing about the movie. I was just having a look on the "scenery" throughout the journey. Sudden in my mind. Time between us together is not much already. In my mind, I told myself, I shall miss the moment between you and me. Who is YOU? Is all of you, my friends. (crying)
Listening to Say Goodbye and Never Had Dream Come True by S Club 7, I was crying. Why? Seperation. Again, I say it, when I proceed to degree, I shall miss all of you and the moment between us. Sweet moment. The moment we quarrel, play together, blow water, play fool.......

Lyrics from Say Goodbye

Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

My story of Sem 2

Sem 2 was a challenging semester. I had a quite nice and tough time too! What made this semester challenging was I had changed my class from 8 to 7. Maybe, in their mind, I was a betrayer... But, what can I say is, I am not!!! I miss u all OK???
Sem 2, I had a bad time during the first 2 weeks. Luckily, with the help of tet yoon and chia seng, I passed it calmly. What the problem? SECRET!!! Haha...XD
Sem 2, again, I had a tough time during assignment. However, compared to sem 1, I was more comfortable. It was because of you all, tet yoon, chia seng, hor lap, stacy and amanda. I like the group very much. Thank you all!!! Remember, we are THE FOUR...hahahahaha
Sem 2, I had a quite good time with members of TA7. Thomas, JJ, Shirley, Hoong Hoong, Stacy, Chia Seng, Tet Yoon, Hiang, Rebecca, Meow, Hui Jie, Janet, Wendy, Ivonne and so on. All of you are nice friends and what can I say is I am glad to meet all of you.
According to my friends, I was cold-blooded during sem 2. What can I say is during that time, I am tired of friendship. I lose my direction and ... Probably down with stress, assignment, exam, and result comparing from those suckers. I hate it!
Throughout sem 2, suddenly, I was having many advisors and counsellor. 14 weeks is a long time. Throughout this 14 weeks, Jo ee, Hojun, Tet Yoon, and so on. What I can say is thank all of you. Appreciate...^^
Besides making new friends with TA7, I had known more on my housemates. Although I do not know all of your name well, I am glad to be friends and housemates with all of you. Aaron, Daniel, Boon Keong, Nick, and so on.
Before end, I would like to thank those who remembered my birthday. Since I was born, I think, I had never celebrate my birthday formally with my friends. However, this year, I just cant believe that I received many sms and comments from all of you. I was touched. Even the day after my birthday, Siok Hiang and gang were nice enough to "belanja" me to have "tang yuan". What I can say is, I love you all!!!
New year celebration. What a year. It was the first year where I did not celebrate new year in ipoh. However, in kampar, I had a gala time. Having a nice dinner with tet yoon, chia seng, hor lap, rebecca, stacy and his bf, huey jie, and fish. Thank you!!!
In conclusion, compared to sem 1, I was having a peaceful and calm semmester. Just nice!!!

Rating 9/ 10

My story of Sem 1

Since I started my university life in May 2008, it was almost 1 year ago. I still remember that I was extremely nervous with reason. Probably, university life wat... I never tried it before. Thats why...
After having lecture class in first week, finally, in week 2, I started my tutorial class. Looking around, I was just speechless. Well, compared to secondary school life, classmates seemed a bit...(no idea with the words to describe them.) Probably we were not wearing uniform and can bring handphone to school... XD
Looking around my classmates, they are quite nice. Within weeks, I knew all of them but most of them are male...=.=''' As usual, during that time, say truely, I was not quite know girls in the class, probably I am studying in male school diring secondary time.
However, I was happy. Again, within more time, I mixed well with all of them. Cj, CK, Kee, Mun Chun, Vincent, Winds, See Yan, Su Fei, Su Wen, Mei San, Siew Jin, Fong Fong, Hui Ying, etc... I also know Chia Seng and Danny too! ^^
Throughout sem 1, many thing happened. Since Mei San was chosen as the new class rep. , our class was having a "visit" to Pizza Hut. Together, we were having a gala time there. First time, I was having a close interaction with all of them.
During sem1, say truely, I was having a hard time. I needed to battle with stress. I must study hard to achieve and passed my exam with flying colours. I was also nervous, complicated and down with assignment. During that time, I quarantined myself. I am disappointed and seemed not to chat with friends.
Something happened. A day, I was invited to participate in the birthday party of Mei Qi. The party helped much. I was having a good time with all of them. A cheerful Kailiang was back. Sincerely, I would like to thank all of you. Without all of you, maybe I...
When "ASSIGNMENT" was mentioned ny tutor, the first reaction was nervous. From the first English assignment to public speaking assignment, I had tried my best. And I was still satisfied with the marks.
I was really having a hard time during my Computer Studies assignment. We were rushing hard for it. I still remembered the scene. Since the assignment was needed to be passed up by 2.45 pm in the afternoon of Friday, since Wednesday, I did not sleep for the coming days until the assignment was passed up.Counting. I had never slept for 63 hours[I had 2 hours nap throughout the 63 hours] I had tried my best for it. Looking on other groups who had finished with their assignment, I was feeling envy during that time. At least they can have a nice dream. It was 2 silent night. All in my house were sleeping except me. On friday, ater attending class, my group and I still needed to rush the assignment with the remaining time. Finally, at 2.35 pm, or assignment was passed up. Relieved??? No. I took a bus ride back to my house and without resting, I started my studes for my coming midterm paper. I ended my paper at 7pm and had my dinner until 8pm. Finally, Kailiang can have a nice dream...
In conclusion, Sem 1, is a nice sem for me. I had known many new friends. TA8, tet yoon, chia seng, hiang, ETC...

Rating= 9.5 / 10

Say Goodbye

Throughout the 3rd sem of my foundation...
This song...
Helps me passed through many difficult time...
I shall miss u all...

Say Goodbye by S Club 7

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thingswe'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

Recently

Well...
Without reasons...
Today (Yesterday I think...0104 now wat...lolz)...
I had many words...
Wanna say it out...
But...
Dunnoe how to say...

Recently...
Many of my friends are having their and assignment...
What can I say is...
Keep up...
Cheer up...
My friends...

Recently...
Or yesterday...
Is April Fool...
Quite a nice day...
Cos...
It is chia seng birthday...
And...
I kena tipu twice in juz half an hour...
by the same person...
LENGZAI...
Am I too noob...
Or...
LENGZAI is too pro...
Dunnoe...
=.=lll

Recently...
Or yesterday(again)...
I felt coldness in my heart...
I just lose my direction...
Thinking...
COLD...
What a word...

Recently...
I felt disappointed...
Without reason...
Maybe...
Sem 3 is going to end soon...
I shall miss my friend...
All my friends...
Trust me...
Saying goodbye is always a hard thing for me...

Recently...