For a long time... friendship forever...

I have not post something happy here...

For a long time...

Camenn gives me the power to do that...

Gonna thank her a lot...

Seriously...

You are not my friend...

You are not my primary classmates...

Because...

You are my good and best friend...

Until yesterday...

I am still emotional on something...

Something that seemed hard to be solved...

What happened now?

Nothing much in fact...

Just that...

I changed...

After your words...

Just cannot imagine...

You words are sharp enough to wake me up...

Someone just online...

Probably?

No way...

Is must...

Maybe you won't understand what am I talking...

Before ending my post...

Thanks again my friend...

At least...

I am more comfortable and happier now...

And your novels...

HIGH 5!!!

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER...

p.s I know I am long gas... gratz again for passing all your paper... hehe...

A story... the story between us

I am sick...

Sick terribly...

Tired...

I just cannot concentrate...

Probably...

The hot weather...

I read a love story forwarded by my friends...

And unbelievable...

I was touched by the storyline...

And it makes me to...

For a long time...

Long time ago...

I was just...

What am I writing...

I am just a lousy one...

Who not dare to face the truth...

Professional in pretending?

Probably...

Time for it...

There is only one way...

At least the best way for me to solve the problem...

I think I get it...

Moody, fearless, sad, cry, when you are gone.. what happened...

Hello again my blog...

Again...

I am sad...

Seriously...

Yesterday...

Or maybe...

Since the whole week...

I learnt many things...

Still cannot accept the truth...

I am just so sad...

And moody...

Since Monday...

I set my family and relatives picture as my desktop background...

And I told myself...

In this world...

No matter what happened...

If you lose your love one...

If you lose your friendship...

You still have your family...

Your dad...

Your mom...

Your brother...

Your grandpa...

Your lovely and caring cousins...

And you will never walk alone...

With reason...

I am emo recently...

Just admit that...

I am mature...

But I am emotional...

Especially this week...

Cried for times...

Tired of my life...

Oh great...

I am crying now...

Addicted to When You Are Gone by Avril Lavigne...

With reasons...

Admit that...

Previously...

Under certain situations...

(Coughing badly)

I was not thinking rationally...

Promise myself...

I will stay strong and change...

Seriously...

Appreciate Teck Hoe for accompanying me the whole night...

Alex for your advise...

I am really feeling better now...

Cheers...

Time for some happy songs?

This is our song...

Live to party...

Fearless...

Lets do it...

Stay strong...

Wouldn't change a thing

Seriously...

These few days...

Thanks a lot to Dan tart and my songs...

At least...

They healed my heart and soul...

Pain-ing...

Thanks Dan tart...

Thanks my songs...

And lastly...

Wouldn't change a thing...

By Demi and Joe...

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say

His mind is somewhere far away

And I don't know how to get there

It's like (She's way too serious)

All he wants is to chill out (She's always in a rush)

He makes me wanna pull all my hair out (And interrupting)

Like he doesn't even care (Like she doesn't even care)

You, (me)

We're face to face but we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars (We're Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars (Like different stars)

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

Admit that...

I am just so scare in facing the truth...

Although I know it...

I will just pretend that I do not know anything...

I am just so...

Admit that...

I seldom to have post when I am happy...

I am so often to post while I am down...

Yeah...

I am down again...

Admit that...

I am just so good...

In pretending...

When in front of all...

I am just like to joke...

When I am alone...

I am really alone...

Admit that...

We cant go back to the initial point...

And start it all over again...

It's too late...

Cry

I never cry...

For a long time...

Thinking of want to cry just now...

But at last...

No tears...

I admit that...

I made a silly and big mistake N years ago...

I am just so shock of the previous me...

Cant even imagine why I can make such mistake during that time...

Admit that...

Appreciate some friends...

Still care on me when I was making the mistake...

But...

But...

I am speechless...

I am just pretending all the way...

Pretend to be happy during the journey back...

In fact...

When I know the truth...

My heart is bleeding...

Probably...

I am good in covering myself...

Appreciate those who care me...

I...

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