Summary, to be continued

Summary?

Yeah...

Summary of 2010...

Goodbye 2010... and Hello 2011...

Seriously...

I cant wait to say hello to 2011...

Not saying that 2010 is a bad year...

Just that...

Mixed feeling...

Until now...

I am still proud of myself...

For having a gang of friends by my side throughout the tough time...

Shining friends...

3 days before 2011...

I still cannot believe and accept...

Ohh...

I just wanna sing "Wouldn't change a thing"...

I need to change...

Especially my personality...

I promise...

I really promise...

I am getting nearer and nearer to something...

I need to do that...

Not forcing myself but promise myself...

Having a nice gathering with primary school classmates...

Having a nice chat with mad last night...

At least...

I ended my day with happiness...

Thx guys...

Thx girls...

I think I need to sing "Brand new day"

Stay strong...

Believe yourself...

You can do it right?

To be continued...

Experience

Throughout these few days...

I discovered something...

I learnt something...

And I just feel that...

Time to do it...

Come on...

Why cant you just wake up earlier?

It seems not to be late to wake up now...

At least...

I get what I want...

Do anyone know what am I talking?

Even myself cant understand it...

Just accept the truth that it is a realistic world...

Not everyone will like your attitude...

The way you act...

The way you talk...

The way you behave...

Danielle...

I think I will follow your steps...

I paid my efforts on some friendships...

But in return...

I cant get what I want...

Not totally but just feel so disappointed on both of you...

I think I cant day it anymore...

Just so sick...

Looking forward on primary school classmate gathering...

Too bad as emily cant attend...

Gonna call her for movie maybe...

Random

What?

A random post again?

Whatever...

Having a deep thinking...

I think...

I am bored until the max...

Thats why...

I miss my friends...

Had a nice chat with mei just now...

Seriously...

I miss her so much...

When was the last time I met her face to face?

What?

10 months ago during CNY?

Aww...

I just miss her so much...

She is a good friend...

I swear...

No matter in fb, msn, or face to face...

Oh gosh...

Why I am just keep on talking on her?

Probably...

I am really bored...

Haven take my sleep since it is 0227 now...

The silent night...

I promise myself...

I must stay strong...

And I gonna meet all of you soon...

Friends...

Are always the motivations for me to go through my life...

-random-

Just a simple and random post...

I lost my power and motivation to update the blog...

I still cant believe that...

Feel like being betrayed by friends...

I am just so sick...

So sick of someone...

Who always think that he is the king...

The dominator...

I hate your attitude...

We are friends since 3 years ago...

And seriously...

It is always hard for you to say sorry...

Please...

Just admit that...

You made the mistake...

And please again...

Just admit it...

Seriously...

I gave you a lot of chances and chances...

(Sorry... I cant write it anymore...)

Strong and Tough

I told myself and others...

As long as you has tried your best...

Fearless and no regret...

I had tried my best on recovering our relationship...

That's all I can do...

Wouldn't change a thing...

I am just thinking...

How good if I am so important in your life...

How good if you can treat me as your perfect and good friend...

Time passed and we are just "ordinary friends"...

Paying a lot of efforts in our friendship...

It seems not a big thing to you...

When your good friend just did a little action...

You can be in good mood for the whole day...

I am thinking...

I am wondering...

Probably...

We're like fire and rain...

You can drive me insane...

But I cant stay mad at you for everything...

We are Venus and Mars...

Like different stars...

But you're the harmony for every song I sing...

And I wouldn't change a thing...

When you are gone

Aww...

Seriously...

I hate to have my post with such title...

But...

It suits me the best with my current situation...

Tired...

Complicated...

I am just so sick...

Feeling myself that not missing her anymore...

We are friends again...

Happy with current status...

Maybe?

Am I lying to myself?

At least we are friends...

Maybe...

Good friends...

And best friends...

In fact...

The moment you forgive me for my dumbness...

I was already happy and appreciate for your kindness...

Maybe...

Time will prove everything...

A friend or probably... RANDOM

(Wouldn't change a thing)

I thought I have lost the friendship between you and me...

Until that day we met in the library...

I lost my trust towards you...

I miss the friendship between us...

(Mine)

I am forcing myself to forget that...

The incident that was hurting and haunting me for such as long time...

I am trying to forget you...

*Stunned*

Friends are always important to me after my family...

Without them...

I cant even go through this semester...

Seriously...

If I am Batman, then all of you would be Robin...

LOL

(Fearless)

I know that I need to stop that...

Random

Feel like wanna make some update here...

As usual...

Many things happened...

And again...

I told myself...

I need to be tough...

Someone let me see her truth face...

So ugly...

She is so cruel and cold blooded enough to treat her friends on that way...

How realistic you are...

I promise you...

You are just daughter of b****...

Seriously...

Many friends and even myself said that you are good looking...

But in fact...

You are just an ugly witch!!!

Random...

KL KL KL KL KL...

KL is not kailiang...

But...

Kuala Lumpur...

At last...

I had a trip...

With my cousins...

And met some friends...

Ahahahahahaha...

I am happy...

Whee.......

High 5...

I wanna sing Fearless!!!

San Francisco!!!

Suria KLCC!!!

Yum cha-ing!!!

Jett+ kailiang+ gaga+ sobi!!!

Monkey!!!???

Fun-ing!!!

Fun-ing... again!!!

Nasi Lemak!!! I'm lovin it!!!

Madam Kwan!!! Tada...

WOW!!!

Nice view!!! I like it!!!

Sorry

Addicted to Jonas Brothers recently...

Addicted to one of their songs...

Addicted to SORRY...

It was under expectation...

I'm sorry

For breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keep

You told me that this time

Iis the last time

That I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

Forcing myself...

(5 minutes gone)

I am forcing myself...

Really forcing myself...

Forcing myself to show my cold blood face when I meet her...

I saw her picture in Facebook randomly...

Without seconds, I closed the tab...

I know that...

I need to do that...

I need to...

I need to forget her...

She is just a common friend...

A friend...

A usual friend...

For many times and many months...

Feeling myself is just like a stupid...

Yeah...

Months before...

She just treated me as a tool...

A tool...

I shall know the truth since months before...

Just cant imagine why I cant back to reality during that time...

Addicted to SORRY by Jonas Brothers...

(see her online status)

I just cant forgive her...

And myself too...

Hurted?

Maybe...

We are not as close as before...

Thats what I can tell you and myself...

Just a small action and it tells everything...

I think...

I am still finding the meaning of friend...

And seriously...

I cant find the meaning from you anymore...

Since I saw your truth face...

Can I just ignore your sms about the mooncake festival?

I am forcing myself...

Forcing myself...

(You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...)

I need to find something to do...

Everything... Many thing...

I learnt many things throughout this few months...

As usual...

Things related to friendship, love, relationship, and studies...

My lecturer asked me a good question before...

Have you ever change since you started your university life?

And my answer is YES...

Compared to before...

I am becoming more mature in handling some problems...

Problems that make me feel sick...

Many friends are around me throughout my hard time...

And I am so happy...

And proud...

For having such a gang of friends...

Not going to mention all of them but be more specific...

Hor Lap tells me that he is reliable...

Without you, I think I cant go through the tough time...

Dan Tart (and the gang) tells me that he is simple and reliable...

No matter what happened...

He is going to lend me his ear...

Ling Siaw also tells me that he is independent and reliable...

Accompanying me when I was happy and down...

Proud to have such friend...

Wei Chuan tells me the meaning of happiness...

Just a simple girl...

And others...

Some friends...

You cant ignore that...

Some is selfish...

Some is in fact just a noob but pretend to be a pro...

Since she is getting out of my life...

Another friend is almost getting out of my life too...

She taught me a good lesson...

A good lesson on how reality is such the world...

Some friends told me that you are great...

And you give me a good impression on my mind...

Since that incident...

I have a new and better understanding on you...

LIAR!!!

Parents told me that it was not all her fault...

You need to be responsible for that too...

But I think...

I think...

I cant accept that...

Studies...

Exam just over and nothing to say...

No matter whats the result...

I can accept that...

Because...

At least I tried my best...

Not going to say tired anymore...

Because I know that...

When I was down...

I still have them...

FRIENDS...

and lets scream FEARLESS!!!

When you say nothing at all...

Many things happened recently...

Time to action...

Ok lets move out and fire in the hole...

I told myself...

I will be strong...

I can go through it...

Bruce...

Again...

You are right...

When you are doing something right...

Just FEARLESS!!!

Unfair world, friendship, back-stab...

Seriously...

Since few years ago...

I knew that...

The world is always unfair...

Unfair to someone that is good...

Those bad guys are always the winner...

I took my bath just now...

Flash back...

Just wondering...

Some of my friends in my life...

Are just fake enough...

They are great enough to smile in front of you...

And start to back-stab you...

Bruce, you are right...

They are just great when they are on your back...

Never force me to write your "beautiful" name here...

Dare to challenge me and trust me...

You will die hard...

I think you must be wondering...

How can I know that you are back-stabbing me...

Come on...

Remember my nickname???

Sniper...

Sorry if I say anything wrong...

Never trust your friend easily when they are back-stabbing someone WITHOUT REASONS...

I hate such persons...

I admit that...

I lose some of my friends...

Why?

Just because of you...

Sorry...

Is two of you...

Or maybe...

Three of you...

Don't dare to challenge me...

I will never "give face"...

Even you are a female...

Beware your attitude...

You made the mistake and dare to back-stab me...

The war...

I told myself...

I promise myself...

I need to calm down...

At last...

The war ended...

Or I can say that...

Half time...

Finals are coming soon...

But I need a rest...

Tired...

Just like Wayne Rooney...

Scoring many goals but totally exhausted in the end of the season...

As a result...

MU cant get the champion...

Headache now...

But I am still listening to radio...

I dislike quiet...

It is scary...

Just like my heart...

I am becoming irrational...

Standing on the junction...

I have no idea what way that I need to go...

Left or right?

Or maybe straight?

I gonna slap myself...

I told myself that...

Thats all you can do...

Others?

Just leave it to the God...

I tried my best...

I did what I can...

Thats what I can tell myself...

I changed a lot...

I change to someone...

That...

Sometimes...

I cant even know who am I actually...

What happened to you kailiang?

Feel like losing everything...

I become emo easily...

Probably...

Exam just over...

I have nothing to do and I start to think negatively...

Friends are leaving for further studies...

Fattchi, Waikhan, and Hojun...

Promise me...

Until the next time we meet...

Take care and all the best...

And also...

Keep in touch...

Cos our friendships last forever...

The friendship is true...

No lies...

Flawless...

Wonderful...

I miss my secondary school moments...

3 weeks, 4 papers, tired, tough, challenge

Hi blog...

Not writing on your wall for a long time...

Many things happened throughout this few weeks...

Seriously...

I never face such tough challenge before...

Studies...

Friendship...

She "get out" from my life...

At least until now...

You are not my friend anymore...

As I said before...

Attitude decides everything...

The moment you tell me the words...

I know that...

Our friendship had ended...

Never feel so relax for such a long time...

Angela told me that I became a panda already...

My mom said that I am thinner...

And even I feel myself is getting older, older and older while looking on the mirror...

Sometimes...

I just ask myself...

When will the war end???

Someone is making me emo...

Be more specific...

A female... As mentioned before...

Without reason...

Mind is becoming clearer...

I need to be tough...

Cos I know that...

It is still a long way to go...

I always glad of something...

Friendship...

Nicholas told me before...

Kailiang...

You are great...

Your friends are distributed everywhere in university...

Proud of your words man...

Throughout the war...

Throughout these few weeks...

When I was down...

When I felt sad...

When I wanna cry...

Friends...

You are the one that cheer me up...

Thanks for your listening...

The motivation for me to carry out my life (so serious huh?)

Blessing...

Everything, miracle, love, friendship, MD,...

At last, I decide to write something on my wall.

Many things happened on these few days.

And I emo for these few day.

I am not in good mood, although Spain won the World Cup.

Casillas and Jesus Navas are awesome.

I knew a friend since 2 years ago.

She is quite good in studies.

The problem is that I was disappointed of you when you said that to me and others.

Your attitude is suck.

I cant imagine that.

And I cant expect that too.

You are such a disappointment.

For me, attitude is everything.

Everything is just on my opposite way.

I find myself hard to smile.

Hard to make miracle.

I found myself become irrational again.

I think I am abnormal physically and mentally.

Sometimes, I just wanna scream "What!!!???"

Fearless by Taylor Swift is not useful at all now.

I miss her.

I have feeling on her.

But, but, sometimes,

I just wonder...

Wonder that...

I have no idea on what am I writing now.

T.T

I hope that I can go through that...

Miss, she, friends,

Wow...

2am now and cant fall asleep...

I am extremely emo recently...

Facing problems on friendship...

Laptop is having problems...

Assignments...

And lastly...

I miss her badly...

Yea...

We are so close...

Always can meet you during lectures...

But we are not as close as before...

OKOK...

I know I know...

I said it before for many times...

But I wanna say it again...

I miss you...

I miss the previous you...

I miss the previous me...

I miss the previous time when we were together...

It was not a dream...

It was true...

So true...

I can feel it...

However...

Telling myself...

We came from different world...

Let say...

You hang out with friends on starbucks...

I hang out with my buddies on kopitiam...

Just two different...

I go shopping on Jusco...

Maybe...

You prefer Mid Valley...

Sometimes...

We are close...

But most of the time...

We are just so far...

Suddenly...

In my mind...

Just "White horse" by taylor swift...

I made a mistake before and I had tried my best to recover...

Things turn bad this week...

Everything is just so weird...

Laptop is sot sot...

Friend is leaving me...

Assignment...

As I told yik tat...

I just can scream Jesus Navas now...

After the problems was settled...

I gonna scream Torres!!!!!!!!!!

Past, history, story

Many things happened last week...

And I think...

Just my assumptions...

I need to change...

Or you changed...

New semester but I cant used to it...

Not prepared well physically and mentally...

I need to pick ***** up again...

Sincerely hope that it wont happen again...

Fearless, taylor swift, motivation, love, enjoy!!!!!!!!!!

Many things happened recently...

And recently...

Addicted to Fearless by Taylor Swift...

Lose my motivation since new semester started...

Hard to concentrate during lecture...

Hard to make myself smile...

And guess what...

I am in good and great mood after listening to this song...

Thanks Taylor...

Love you!!!!!!!!!

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

Enjoy the song...

There's somethin' 'bout the way

The street looks when it's just rained

There’s a glow off the pavement

Walk me to the car

And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there

In the middle of the parking lot

Yeah

We're drivin' down the road

I wonder if you know

I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now

But you're just so cool

Run your hands through your hair

Absent mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why when with you I dance

In a storm in my best dress

Fearless

So baby drive slow

‘Til we run out of road in this one horse town

I wanna stay right here in this passenger’s seat

You put your eyes on me

In this moment now capture every memory

And I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why but with you I’d dance

In a storm in my best dress

Fearless

Random

Listening to The Best Day by Taylor Swift...

Today...

Or maybe yesterday...

I was totally exhausted...

Wanna sleep but saw something about her in Facebook...

I miss her all in the sudden...

Come on...

You gonna meet her soon on Monday...

But the problem is...

We are not close as before...

I am talking seriously...

Telling myself that I am concerning you and caring on you...

But you are not...

I know that it is not a must for you to do that...

Disappointed???

A bit of it...

Because I had...

Aiks...

*Hope for the future*

Summary, love, friendship, everything

At last, I find myself some free time to write the post...

You cant ignore that...

Many things happened...

Friendship...

Love...

Me and her...

Personality...

Everything...

Take the opportunity to thank Bruce for everything...

Throughout the year...

You taught me many things...

No matter your words and your blogs...

Friendship???

Bruce told me a fact or statement before...

I am strongly agree...

"You are damn lucky if you have a truth friend in your university life"

and guess what...

I can be considered very X1000 lucky...

For having a number of truth friends...

Thank you all...

14 weeks...

I experienced many things on friendship...

Bruce blog again...

Sometimes...

You treat your friends good...

And it is not necessary for them to treat you good back...

Totally disappointed with some friends...

Not going to mention your name but I am bored with you...

Never reply my message before...

*Exam period*

*SMS*

"Do you have any tips for quantitative techniques?"

Oh come on...

Without thinking...

I deleted your message and get out from my life please...

Love???

Me and her...

We seemed to be good and best friends before...

Just a mistake...

A mistake...

I hurted you much...

Sometimes, we are far...

Sometimes, we are just so near...

Gonna end my posts...

Before that...

Seriously...

Gonna thank some friends throughout the 14 weeks...

Trust me...

All of you are great...

*Blessing*

Rong Han (Jamie Carragher) >>> Aww... trust me, thank for everything when I was down. And your house is great. You know I am Liverpool fans. And guess what, you are as important as the role of Jamie Carragher to Liverpool.

Rong Han housemates (Fabio Aurelio) >>>Seriously, although I know you all not for a long time, you guys give me warmness. And you guys teach me on how to have a simple life. *Welcome to my life*

Carlie (Daniel Agger) >>> Aww... Not going to thank you but appreciate for everything you did.

*Sharing is caring*(I shall never forget that). You are always the one when I was down. You are great.

Su Qi, Kimberly and Wan Shyan (Glen Johnson)>>> When I was facing the biggest and toughest challenge, thanks for lending me your hands.

Dan Tart and the gang (Javier Mascherano) >>> Again, thank for everything throughout the 14 weeks. All of you taught me a good lesson on simple life.

Foundation gang (Steven Gerrard) >>> I am "speechless" of you all. I was touched with all of your action. No matter what I did. Friendship forever.

Wei Chuan (Martin Skrtel) >>> Woots... thanks for the whole 14 weeks. Thanks for Penang trip. Thanks for sharing secrets with me.

Friendship forever.

P.S. If you are not in the list, please remind me.

Love Story vs When You Are Gone...

Oh My God...

It comes not in an suitable time...

I was enjoying listening to Love Story by Taylor Swift...

Yesterday...

On the way to toy museum...

Oh come on...

"When You Are Gone" by Avril Lavigne from the radio...

Without reason...

Addicted to the song...

Parts of the lyrics of the song...

I always needed time on my own

I never thought

I'd need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years

when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

Is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart

are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know

is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear

to always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale...

Movie with ah 6, fattchi, ashley, and paul...

Nice outing...

And miss you all...

Gonna see you soon...

Having a nice chat with carlie...

She is a good listener...

And guess what...

Again...

Nice and proud of having such a good friend...

Today was a fairytale...

Tomorrow will be a better day...

Random

I visited my blog everyday since sem break...

too boring?

maybe...

With reason...

Today is quite emotional...

I am just wondering...

What will happened if this thing happen?

We will meet soon...

And I hope that it would not happen...

Praying hard for it...

I really miss you

A nice song from my idol, S Club 7... enjoy

I really miss you...........

I called today just to hear you say just to hear you say you were not around

When the message was through, though i wanted to

I couldn't make a sound

I wanna tell you the things i've seen

I wanna take you to where i've been

And wish you were here with me

I really miss you yes i do - yeah

I really miss you

Oooh yeah i do

Im writing to say - i had a wonderful day

Hanging with my friends

But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies - im alone again

I wanna tell you the weather is fine

When the night comes around you were on my mind

And i wish you were here with me

Dont you know

I really miss you

Yes i do yeah

I really miss you

Oooh yeah i do

I really miss you

Oooh yeah i do

I wanna tell you the things i've seen

I wanna take you to where i've been

And wish you were here with me

Oh don't you know

I really miss you

Yes i do yeah

I really miss you

I miss you