Forcing myself...

(5 minutes gone)

I am forcing myself...

Really forcing myself...

Forcing myself to show my cold blood face when I meet her...

I saw her picture in Facebook randomly...

Without seconds, I closed the tab...

I know that...

I need to do that...

I need to...

I need to forget her...

She is just a common friend...

A friend...

A usual friend...

For many times and many months...

Feeling myself is just like a stupid...

Yeah...

Months before...

She just treated me as a tool...

A tool...

I shall know the truth since months before...

Just cant imagine why I cant back to reality during that time...

Addicted to SORRY by Jonas Brothers...

(see her online status)

I just cant forgive her...

And myself too...

Hurted?

Maybe...

We are not as close as before...

Thats what I can tell you and myself...

Just a small action and it tells everything...

I think...

I am still finding the meaning of friend...

And seriously...

I cant find the meaning from you anymore...

Since I saw your truth face...

Can I just ignore your sms about the mooncake festival?

I am forcing myself...

Forcing myself...

(You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...)

I need to find something to do...