Who am I?

Long time din see u, blog.

Recently, quite busy with something or in fact, anything.

At last, I find a slot to have a blog here.

Sometimes, I am just totally speechless with myself and something.

In fact, sometimes, I just wanna get out from my current suck life and suck friends.

Oh, come on.

What is my feeling now?

Complicated, down, tired, sad, watever.

What I want now is just words from friends and family.

But...

Days passed and my mind still blur.

I seemed like losing everything.

Totally lose.

I missed all of you.

Tat Mun, Jojo, Kiat Seng, Say Lin, Bruce, Weng Yew, Ooi Siang, Yoon Kent, and so on. ( many more and I cant list all of you)

I missed the moment we chatted, classes, blow water, games, and so on.

Trust me.

The current situation is complicated.

Promise to all of you that I shall be ok as soon as possible.
It is because I have all of you.

FRIENDS.

My Song

There is a song recently on my mind...
忘记伤害 by raymond lam...
Quite nice...
当 这感觉未发生
不知道你光临
我大概还可继续散心无奈我的心
不经意着了灯
为得不到的吸引
令我不纠缠亦不忍
当 他手放在你身
才想到我是好友永没权利去伤感
忘记受过伤害
施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐
但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如恋人热爱
想 想一世待你好
不需要有出路
那是我唯一快乐其实期望未算高
不拥抱便跌倒
付出的都不苦恼
被爱的当然未知道
好 即使我未夠好
连哭一声都不配你便提示我怎做
忘记受过伤害
施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐
但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如恋人热爱

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Again, I am not feeling well today, no matter physically or mentally. My mind was complicated on something and made me blur. I am very tired but cnt sleep now. What a day.

I can feel the darkest side in my heart. Something was hiding on it. I am really scare and afraid. Just a small incident and whats the result? Complicated. "GREAT"!!!

Complicated and complicated. Life still on and war still on. Promises to all my friends, survive till the end.

Speechless

Today is a quite complicated day.
In fact, my feeling was just half half.
Nothing to say much.
What I want now is just a deep rest and have a think and evaluation on the current situation. Suddenly, what happened?

Happy formula

I had discovered a happy formula since months ago.
In fact, it has helped me a lot throughout the road.
Just an easy formula to make you happy.
Actually, what you can do is just think of the happy things happened around you today and what happy things that you going to do on the next day.
It was 0017 now.
Happy things that happened today around me was having a nice breakfast, nice dinner, and so on.
What happy things that I am going to do tomorrow?
Probably, level up in Restaurant City, play few nice FIFA matches, meet some nice friends, meet classmates that not seen for 2 days, and so on.
Life is just few decades.
Although wars still on and bad things happen around, life still on and cheer up.
Instead of facing life with sadness, why don't we face it with positive thinking?
I hope so.
^^