Tuesday, March 30, 2010

No title...

Yaya...
make it no title...
know what...
I have no idea on what I am doin recently...again
I just wanna find sum1 for chatting...
and at last...
I realised that...
How difficult is it...

(thinking on what to write)
everything so blur now... seriously...

when enemies attack you from all direction...
it is hard for you to defend...
veri hard...
I am tired...

Blessing...
give me the solution...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

A meaningful article

男孩利用体育课同学们都不在时在女孩书里夹了张字条。上
课 女孩翻书时发现了字条,上面写着一行字:我对你的爱净重 21克。女孩哭了,哭的很伤心,她向男孩吼到:你知不知 道我有多爱你,我对你我可以放弃我的生命,而你,对我的 爱却只有 21克。女孩哭着跑了出去。男孩并没有追出去,因为男孩太 爱女孩,他不想让女孩受到一点点的伤害,他明白自己还不能给 女孩幸福,毕竟他什么还不是。
天真的女孩哭了整个晚上,第二天她找到她的哥哥一起出去走 走,她太伤心了,她需要男孩大声说出我对你的爱比泰山还 重,比恒山还久,女孩的心彻底的碎了。这时她看见男孩向 这边走了过来,天真的女孩故意拉着哥哥的手作出一副暧昧 的样子,男孩似乎想说些什么,但他止住了,他们就这样擦 肩而过,就在走出10米远的地方男孩突然回头向女孩大声 说:祝你幸福。然后消失在女孩面前。女孩还没反应过来男 孩早已不见了,女孩挣脱哥哥的手,撕心裂肺的哭了起来。 她太爱男孩,他只是想男孩能问一下她身边的人是谁,能在 意她。她想:如果男孩能问她身边的人是她的什么,女孩就会说 出他是我哥哥,然后告诉男孩我爱你,很爱,很爱!
可男孩不懂,他们都太天真,太傻。女孩没找到男孩,她听见 男孩说祝你幸福的时候声音是颤抖的,她终于明白男孩是爱 她的,天真的她只是想气一下男孩,能让自己得到男孩的一 点点安慰,可是他们都太傻,他们都不明白彼此的心。女孩 听不进哥哥的安慰,任凭眼泪肆无忌惮的流下,她太爱男孩。
第二天她依然没见到男孩,又过了一天同样没见到男孩,听同 学说他转校了,女孩又哭了整个晚上。她太爱男孩,而那句 “我爱你,很爱,很爱”却永远留在心里。女孩从此不再活 泼,她开始变的内向,没人知道为什么。女孩更加努力学习。
终于高考了,女孩考的很好,可她并不快乐,因为她太爱男孩。 很快女孩上了她理想的大学,在大学里女孩碎了的心也渐 渐开始愈合,女孩有了新的男友,男友很爱女孩,女孩也感 到了些许的幸福。女孩总是在夜晚哭泣,她太思念男孩,她 放不下男孩,在强大思念的折磨下,女孩开始变得憔悴,让 人心疼。女孩的男友更加爱护女孩了,但有一点他不知道, 永远也不可能知道,女孩依然每天晚上独自一人承受着痛苦。
一天女孩的男友给女孩两张电影票,请女孩看电影,可自己有 重要的事不能陪女孩了,让女孩自己找个朋友一起,善良的 女孩当然能理解。但女孩没有找她的朋友而是一个人去的。 女孩找了一个角落坐了下来,她看见旁边一对恋人那么恩爱 的依偎在一起,心又痛了起来,她太思念男孩,她多么想再 见到男孩啊,她向老天企求,她想如果能再见到男孩她一定 要不顾一切的向男孩说:我爱你,很爱,很爱。男孩又何尝 不是这样?但一切都晚了,一切都太迟了。其实男孩向女孩 说过“我爱你,很爱,很爱”可是女孩不懂。电影放完了, 女孩哭了,哭的很伤心,她的心彻底的碎了,再也不能愈合。 因为电影里的主人公分明就是男孩和女孩。这时女孩看见 旁边的男孩把女孩搂的很紧,很紧,那个女孩也哭了,她嘟 啷这小嘴问那个男孩,这个电影真感人,可名字为什么叫《21 克的爱情》?男孩心疼的为女孩擦干眼泪,轻轻的捏着 女孩的鼻子说到:“傻瓜,21克是灵魂的重量,每一个深 爱着别人的人,死后体重会减少21克,那21克便是世界 上最纯洁的爱,就算人去了,可爱还在,那减少的21克将会永 远留在深爱的人身边……”
女孩再也忍不住,她不顾一切的放声大哭,那哭声足以感动任 何一个铁石心肠的人。女孩跑了出去,她发誓一定要找到男 孩对男孩说“我对你的爱净重21克”!可太晚了,一切都 晚了。其实男孩并没有转学,他只是认为女孩那样做是拒绝 了他,男孩很伤心,那天他第一次喝了酒,在过马路时被一辆卡 车带去了天堂。可女孩不知道,永远也不会知道……
21克是灵魂的重量。传说人死后体重会减少21克,那21 克是最纯洁的爱,那21克便是:一克是宽容,一克是接受, 一克是支持,一克是倾述,一克是难忘,一克是浪漫,一 克是彼此交流,一克是为她祈求,一克是道歉,一克是认错, 一克是体贴,一克是了解,一克是道谢,一克是改错,一 克是体谅,一克是开解,一克不是忍受,一克不是质问,一 克不是要求,一克不是遗忘,最后一克是不要随便牵手,更不要 随便放手。
亲爱的朋友们,你感动了吗?没浪费你的两分钟吧,你知道了 “我对你的爱净重21克”的意思了吗?如果你够幸福有人 对你说“我对你的爱净重21克”那就接受她吧,更要好好爱 她,因为她把灵魂都给了你。
亲爱的朋友们如果你觉得感人就顶一下,让更多人知道“21 克的爱”如果在此之前你还不知道“净重21克的爱情”的 意义,那么就请你一定要记住了,因为说不定哪天有个男孩 或女孩对你说:“我对你的爱净重21克”那时你就是世界上最 幸福的人。

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Tough

I told myself that I need to be tough
(the music so kacau!!! turn it off...)

I have no idea on what I am doin recently
Irrational
Mind is quite clear and what happened actually?

I think I...

Sincerely...
I prayed for god...
Blessing...
Hope that everything will be ok...

Miracles?
I hope...

I need some talks... again and again...

Blessing...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Scare and Stress...

It is a truth.
I feel scare and stress.
From everywhere.
Especially studies.
I have no idea on what to write here.
Just wanna express my current feeling.
I am tired.
Tired of everything.
I become emo easily.
Maybe...
few hours of sleep everyday.
I cant bear with it.
Sincerely hope that I wont down easily.
The war still not end yet.
But my mind is not clear.
Even now is early in the morning.
Taking too much sleep.
Ish...

Sometimes, just wanna cry.
But find myself that...
I dunno how to cry already.
Tears only drop when I am tired late at night.

Doing something impossible.
Can I do it?
I hope so...

Just wanna take some rest but not now.
I am tired!!!!!!!!
Half an hour?

Sincerely hope that the test will end asap.

Blessing...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Friends, conversations, caring

It is a truth,
I am down since last week.
Mind is not clear.
Losing my direction.
Emo for days...

Okok...
Back to the topic...
This week gonna end...
And thank to my 2 friends...
You guys are great (Ok, sry... 1 lady and 1 gentleman)

Lady...
Well...
Nothing to say...
But seriously...
Yours words are helping...
At least I get back on my track again...
You are really an optimistic 1...

Gentleman...
Again...
Thank you for the whole night...
I had a fun time with you...
And your housemates...
You guys are really nice...
Dota...
FIFA...
MU...
Blow water...

Again...
Friends are the motivation for me to go through the tough road again...
Nothing to say...
But again...
Thank you both...
And...

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER... V^.^V

Monday, March 8, 2010

Anything

I promise to others and myself to be tough and strong since 2010.
However, I failed to do that.
I am tired.
Tired of exams.
Tired of assignment.
And all of the sudden, I have gone into the darkest side of my heart.
Fears around me and totally emo since last week.
Assignment, midterm, and sick.
"GREAT" huh?
Sometimes, maybe, I just need some talks with friends.
Or even shoulders for me.

Men cry too, ok? I mean sometimes.
2morrow will be a better.
I hope so.