Complicated

Watching the football match between Arsenal and Chelsea...
Nice match...
But my thinking was not nice...
How to say it...
I am complicated with the current me...
Who am I actually to all of you???

Suddenly...
My sniping skill...
Turns bad...
All things go down...
Where is the sem 3 positive thinking kailiang???
Back please...

I was given a perception by others...
I am considered a siao person and like to joke...
My aim is to let my friends be happy...
In front of all of you...
Actually...
Deep in my heart...
I am happy...
And I shall know that...
I shall never walk alone...

However...
How if I am down???
Negative and unexpected things happened...
And who know that...
I am crying badly in the bed???

I am not a perfect person...
Although I like "Perfect" by Simple Plan...
I think...
I think...
Cant tell much...
Sry all...

Problems...
Is coming...

P/S Msn me if you can help me. THX.