Thursday, April 1, 2010

Everything, sniper, friends

I told and promised myself and others...
It is the time...
I picked up my sniper again...
Accurate...
Silent...
And the most important is...
Calm...
I told myself I can do it...

However...
Seriously...
It is hard...
Especially when everything is not in your expectations...
I am tired again...
Of everything...
Although I slept for 8 hours last night...
I am still tired...
I looked older and older...
Sweat...

I always tell myself...
Can I go through them?
Seriously my answer is trying my best...
And the best...

Friendship...
Is the thing that I care the most...
However...
This week...
It is a truth...
I faced the biggest challenge in my life regarding friendship...
My sniper skill is blunt...
I cannot identify or differentiate...
Who is the one?
Who is the one?
Aiming but not accurate...
Friendship, friendship, and friendship...

I told myself...
I shall do everything and my best for my friends...
If they faced problems...
Both shoulders and ears are available...
Reverse it...
What happened when I am down?
Seriously,
it is hard to find someone to chat, share your problems, and listen to your problems...
Trust me...
It is very very hard...

And now...
Not going to be blurred...
Bruce...
You are right...
I think it is the time...
I picked up my sniper rifle again...

Friends, please, do not disappointed me again...
My heart is not strong enough to face it again...

Tired, tired, and tired...

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