Las friday, a great day...
Thursday nite, received sms from wei xiang...
Having a visit to school and movie...
Thinking...
Study or go for it???
I had not met my frens truely and completely...
since the day SPM results released...
Finally...
Made a decision...
Go for it...
As the result...
I never regret for it...
Met all my frens...
Here there are...
Jojo, Khooi Khuan, Kok Chow...
Siva, Meng Chun, Kiat Seng...
Wai Hong, Chan Leong, Disheng...
Weng Yew, Jin Yuan,...
Arh...
There are too many...
Feeling???
No...
Juz happy, excited, enjoyed...
I love it...
Remember...
Those who I mention in this article...
Ilove all of you...
Frenship forever...
^^
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sniper and the incident
Well, ok, as you all know, I am always observing people and things around me. Accurate and seldom fail. Although I look stupid physically, I am observing anything around me.
However, recently,till my last day of sem 2, I found out tat I am not quite accurate anymore. Being played and joked easily. Besides, I find myself tired and no energy easily. What happened? The incident? Hope not.
THE INCIDENT
People: Kailiang and ABC [Example]
Place: Any...=.=
Time: Two weeks ago...
It was 6pm in the evening. Hungry. Hence, had my dinner with my friends and housemates.
(In the progress of eating)
Another two friends came... They had told me a bad news. Something happened to ABC. As expected, no facial expression and just curious. It was in my expectation. However, deep in my heart, I just wanted to rush to you there and ask you. How can you...? I am totally speechless now.
Compared to sem 1 de kai liang, if this incident happened, sure I shall very sad, cried and away from all of you for a few days. But now, my feeling was just curious, speechless, disappointed and no more...
I cant continued it anymore...Hope you can turned over a new leaf and do not disappointed friends around you include me[Hope so], ok?
(To be continued...)
However, recently,till my last day of sem 2, I found out tat I am not quite accurate anymore. Being played and joked easily. Besides, I find myself tired and no energy easily. What happened? The incident? Hope not.
THE INCIDENT
People: Kailiang and ABC [Example]
Place: Any...=.=
Time: Two weeks ago...
It was 6pm in the evening. Hungry. Hence, had my dinner with my friends and housemates.
(In the progress of eating)
Another two friends came... They had told me a bad news. Something happened to ABC. As expected, no facial expression and just curious. It was in my expectation. However, deep in my heart, I just wanted to rush to you there and ask you. How can you...? I am totally speechless now.
Compared to sem 1 de kai liang, if this incident happened, sure I shall very sad, cried and away from all of you for a few days. But now, my feeling was just curious, speechless, disappointed and no more...
I cant continued it anymore...Hope you can turned over a new leaf and do not disappointed friends around you include me[Hope so], ok?
(To be continued...)
Friday, January 16, 2009
After today, who am I???
This week, it seems a bad week for me. Tired of everything. It seemed I had lose eveything. Friendship, intelligent, relationship, and so on. Everytime, when I was alone, just a sentence appear in my mind. "After today, who am I?" It seemed talked by a people, but dunnoe who...T.T
I am tired with the word BOYCOTTED. Sometimes, I just cant understand, how can I be boycotted since I did nothing wrong. Have you all never wrong before? You know, I wanna vomit when I see your attitude towards me and towards others. You are so fake. Hey, you all, if u all dun like me, just tell me and let me know. Dun show me your face. One sentence just let me know you all attitudes towards me. I am warning you all now. I am pro in sniping and observing and dun try challenge me, ok?
Today is a dull day for me. After my last class for sem 2, I find my classmates to have a ride back to home. However, Chia Seng, Danny and Pola needed to consult tutor. Thomas and JJ "disappeared" since the class ended. I am in bad and sad mood. Haiz, needed to solo again. Again, "AFTER TODAY, WHO AM I" appeared in my mind.
I had my jouney back alone. I had my ride slow and I was not concentrating, maybe tired and disappointed. I did not notice anything around me. All in my mind is sad and pessitive view. How can? Tats wat I can said to myself.
Suddenly, something happened. Nngel car passed by and horned me. Saying goodbye to me, I was touched. So, thank you Nngel, Wendy and Ivonne. I really appreciate it. (A bit feeling of wanna cry when write until HERE!!!)
Before back from father's shop, received a messege from Enrin. I like the messege. It was a wish, hoping me that I shall be surrounded by LOVE. So, thank ya. Again, I really appreciate it. You are one of my fren tat accompany me thoughout this though week. Thank. But, can I be surrounded by LOVE? Wat else I have?
P/S: Again, thank Nngel, Wendy, Ivonne and Shirley this morning. You know what the case...^^
P/S: Dun worry my fren, I will back with a new me. (HU IS MY FRENS?)
I am tired with the word BOYCOTTED. Sometimes, I just cant understand, how can I be boycotted since I did nothing wrong. Have you all never wrong before? You know, I wanna vomit when I see your attitude towards me and towards others. You are so fake. Hey, you all, if u all dun like me, just tell me and let me know. Dun show me your face. One sentence just let me know you all attitudes towards me. I am warning you all now. I am pro in sniping and observing and dun try challenge me, ok?
Today is a dull day for me. After my last class for sem 2, I find my classmates to have a ride back to home. However, Chia Seng, Danny and Pola needed to consult tutor. Thomas and JJ "disappeared" since the class ended. I am in bad and sad mood. Haiz, needed to solo again. Again, "AFTER TODAY, WHO AM I" appeared in my mind.
I had my jouney back alone. I had my ride slow and I was not concentrating, maybe tired and disappointed. I did not notice anything around me. All in my mind is sad and pessitive view. How can? Tats wat I can said to myself.
Suddenly, something happened. Nngel car passed by and horned me. Saying goodbye to me, I was touched. So, thank you Nngel, Wendy and Ivonne. I really appreciate it. (A bit feeling of wanna cry when write until HERE!!!)
Before back from father's shop, received a messege from Enrin. I like the messege. It was a wish, hoping me that I shall be surrounded by LOVE. So, thank ya. Again, I really appreciate it. You are one of my fren tat accompany me thoughout this though week. Thank. But, can I be surrounded by LOVE? Wat else I have?
P/S: Again, thank Nngel, Wendy, Ivonne and Shirley this morning. You know what the case...^^
P/S: Dun worry my fren, I will back with a new me. (HU IS MY FRENS?)
Thursday, January 15, 2009
A meaningful article...^^
你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？
喜歡和愛咫尺千里。當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！
喜歡和愛咫尺千里。當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Hi conversation!!!
Venue: Block B, In front of library
Time: Dunnoe (T.T)
Date: Yesterday
Me: HI
You: HI
(We walked on different direction)
How can?
Hmm...
We chat quite nice and ok in msn but... T.T
NVM
Suddenly thinking,
Hey,
my friends,
in MSN,
I am always available to all of you,
so,
boys and gals,
pls dun hesitate to find me or simply juz nudge me...
(I am a good listener...)
We are friends ok?
^^
Time: Dunnoe (T.T)
Date: Yesterday
Me: HI
You: HI
(We walked on different direction)
How can?
Hmm...
We chat quite nice and ok in msn but... T.T
NVM
Suddenly thinking,
Hey,
my friends,
in MSN,
I am always available to all of you,
so,
boys and gals,
pls dun hesitate to find me or simply juz nudge me...
(I am a good listener...)
We are friends ok?
^^
Monday, January 12, 2009
TA 7.5...
Well, after fighting ang having battle for almost 14 weeks, finally, deep in my mind, I was thinking, I had left TA8 for almost one sem. Having a look on the TA8 website posted, I was sad and also touched. But, I am not one of them ady. So, what else I can do?
TA7, it is my truth words. It is a nice class. But, the problem is, I still cant suit into the class. I am just having Thomas, JJ, Hiang, Shirley, Ivonne, Stacy, Danny, Terrence,Amanda, Pola and Hoong Hoong as my friends. I am considered lucky for not boycotted by others. Haha?
Looking back onn TA8. I am speechless. Say truely, I miss Mun Chun, Kee, Vincent, Siew Jin, Mei San, Winds, Nickholas, Miki and others. All of you had left an good and nice memory deep in my mind. All of you are KUSO.
But, I have found nothing to talk with you all now. Even though, 2 roads seperate me and Mei San, 5 house seperate me and Siew Jin and See Yan, 12 houses seperate me and Vincent, bla bla bla...
I remembered last time, I was invited by Vincent to have BBQ with TA8. During that time de me, although I was sick, I still attend it, knowing that we are still friends. However, wat make me speechless was there was big difference between us ady. Although we were having same lecture, we were not in the same tutorial class. There is no common topic between us anymore. I was feeling shamed that time, seemed boycotted...(hope not so)
Changing my tutorial class to TA7 made some people saying me that I am a betrayer. Haiz, again, totally speechless. Thx Vincent and Winds for still considering me as friends. Maybe all of you said that nvm, we still friends but why some of you like to mention "Kai Liang, u are not TA8 animore, go away, these seat is not for you, is fro TA8 member." I felt shamed and disappointed.
However, TA8, REMEMBER, I LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!!!
Sleepy...(To be continued)
TA7, it is my truth words. It is a nice class. But, the problem is, I still cant suit into the class. I am just having Thomas, JJ, Hiang, Shirley, Ivonne, Stacy, Danny, Terrence,Amanda, Pola and Hoong Hoong as my friends. I am considered lucky for not boycotted by others. Haha?
Looking back onn TA8. I am speechless. Say truely, I miss Mun Chun, Kee, Vincent, Siew Jin, Mei San, Winds, Nickholas, Miki and others. All of you had left an good and nice memory deep in my mind. All of you are KUSO.
But, I have found nothing to talk with you all now. Even though, 2 roads seperate me and Mei San, 5 house seperate me and Siew Jin and See Yan, 12 houses seperate me and Vincent, bla bla bla...
I remembered last time, I was invited by Vincent to have BBQ with TA8. During that time de me, although I was sick, I still attend it, knowing that we are still friends. However, wat make me speechless was there was big difference between us ady. Although we were having same lecture, we were not in the same tutorial class. There is no common topic between us anymore. I was feeling shamed that time, seemed boycotted...(hope not so)
Changing my tutorial class to TA7 made some people saying me that I am a betrayer. Haiz, again, totally speechless. Thx Vincent and Winds for still considering me as friends. Maybe all of you said that nvm, we still friends but why some of you like to mention "Kai Liang, u are not TA8 animore, go away, these seat is not for you, is fro TA8 member." I felt shamed and disappointed.
However, TA8, REMEMBER, I LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!!!
Sleepy...(To be continued)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Sienz conversation
Who: You and me
Place: Cafeteria
Date: Dunnoe
You: (Walking towards me) Hey, I had my writing for business marks.
Me: Oo
You: I have 82.5
Me: Oo (Wanna walk away)
You: U?
Me: (Sienz) 78.75
You: Haha
Me: ...
Another day,
You: Hey, I had my web page design marks
Me: Oo (Again, wanna walk away)
You: I have 97
Me: Oo (swt)
You: U?
Me: 100
You: (Angry face)
Another big day,
You: I have my management
Me: Oo (Sienz lo, wanna compare again)
You: I have 90
Me: Oo (Wanna challenge me again...Haiz)
You: U?
Me: 95
You: (Again, angry face)
Conclusion, dun ever try to challenge me or u will die hard.
Mayb I cant ko with u but I will try my best.
Place: Cafeteria
Date: Dunnoe
You: (Walking towards me) Hey, I had my writing for business marks.
Me: Oo
You: I have 82.5
Me: Oo (Wanna walk away)
You: U?
Me: (Sienz) 78.75
You: Haha
Me: ...
Another day,
You: Hey, I had my web page design marks
Me: Oo (Again, wanna walk away)
You: I have 97
Me: Oo (swt)
You: U?
Me: 100
You: (Angry face)
Another big day,
You: I have my management
Me: Oo (Sienz lo, wanna compare again)
You: I have 90
Me: Oo (Wanna challenge me again...Haiz)
You: U?
Me: 95
You: (Again, angry face)
Conclusion, dun ever try to challenge me or u will die hard.
Mayb I cant ko with u but I will try my best.
Frenship...Tired?
Recently, in tuesday, before class for my Writing For Mass Comm., suddenly, I had a feeling of dissapointment. I am tired of frenship.
I would like to tell all of you that it is a truth that I treat all my friends with my heart. However, what is the result? Laughed as clown, used and even boycotted although I had said nothing. I am tired. I dun wan care on it anymore. I am blurred now. Wat for? Why I need to care on my frind so much?
I put frenship first in my mind. Now, maybe i need to change. Today onwards, I would like to love myself more. I am hurted physically and mentally. I wanna cry but I know I cant as no one will care on me and persuade me. So, wat for? Maybe some will but almost will just give me a laugh, say me stupid or even fake. Dissapointed. [A bit feeling of crying while writing]
You...yes u are the one, u better fXCk off from my life. [sorry for my rude words] I am not your employee and it is not my responsible to help you. Wen u need my help, u juz nudge me in msn and ask me to help. If i dunnoe and i cant answer, u juz say me lc. So, u better care, dun ask me again for my help as definitely I will not help u. U juz say tat u are perfect and I am noob. I am so stupid las time for helping u. even a simple thank you oso dun have and juz assume tat it was my responsible for me to teach you? No more for next time. U are in my black list.
Another ppl making me tired. You...another you. Sumtimes, I am blurred tat how can I have such a fren? U make so angry and dissapointed...[PRZ][CSSK], how can we 3 so blurred in let him be my fren... He had many "big stories" and I dun wan to mention him. As long as u see my blog, get off from my life. I felt so sad wen I saw Ah Hiang wen we ate tang yuan. Both of u are big in difference and now...
However, my fren, dun worried, I am still ok. Why? I have some true fren. For true fren, I would like to mention their name. There are Danny, Chia Seng, Hor Lap, Stacy, Ah Hiang...
If I do not mention ur name and u think tat u are my true fren after viewing my blog, juz MSN me!!! [I juz mention some and there are still more...^^] Frenship forever
I would like to tell all of you that it is a truth that I treat all my friends with my heart. However, what is the result? Laughed as clown, used and even boycotted although I had said nothing. I am tired. I dun wan care on it anymore. I am blurred now. Wat for? Why I need to care on my frind so much?
I put frenship first in my mind. Now, maybe i need to change. Today onwards, I would like to love myself more. I am hurted physically and mentally. I wanna cry but I know I cant as no one will care on me and persuade me. So, wat for? Maybe some will but almost will just give me a laugh, say me stupid or even fake. Dissapointed. [A bit feeling of crying while writing]
You...yes u are the one, u better fXCk off from my life. [sorry for my rude words] I am not your employee and it is not my responsible to help you. Wen u need my help, u juz nudge me in msn and ask me to help. If i dunnoe and i cant answer, u juz say me lc. So, u better care, dun ask me again for my help as definitely I will not help u. U juz say tat u are perfect and I am noob. I am so stupid las time for helping u. even a simple thank you oso dun have and juz assume tat it was my responsible for me to teach you? No more for next time. U are in my black list.
Another ppl making me tired. You...another you. Sumtimes, I am blurred tat how can I have such a fren? U make so angry and dissapointed...[PRZ][CSSK], how can we 3 so blurred in let him be my fren... He had many "big stories" and I dun wan to mention him. As long as u see my blog, get off from my life. I felt so sad wen I saw Ah Hiang wen we ate tang yuan. Both of u are big in difference and now...
However, my fren, dun worried, I am still ok. Why? I have some true fren. For true fren, I would like to mention their name. There are Danny, Chia Seng, Hor Lap, Stacy, Ah Hiang...
If I do not mention ur name and u think tat u are my true fren after viewing my blog, juz MSN me!!! [I juz mention some and there are still more...^^] Frenship forever
My Frenship in 2008 (Part 1)
2008 is a big world for me. I had learnt many frens. They are my truth frens and dare no one challenge them.
The stories of A to E
Amanda- Well, since I had changed my class to TA7, hmm... amanda is the third or forth girl I known in class. Nice and creative person. But a bit siao...(jkjk). We know more after having assignment together. From you, I had learnt APPRECIATE!!!
Alexis- She arh? There is just 1 word which is suitable to describe her- KUSO. She is the one who I knew since I started my university life. Based on my impression, nice person, nice heart, nice look (no kidding). Although we were not known well, you are quite nice in helping me in 2 assignments in semester 1. So, alien, dare to try to challenge her. You are challenging me!!!
Black fishes- Hmm...let me think...Intelligent, cool, fear not. Tats wat I can desribe him. Know him through my fren Danny. Helpful and always like to ZHA ppl!!! Zha Dou...zzz...T.T...KO2...Geng
C-Haven think of...wait arh
Danny- Well, we knew each other since start of sem 1. Nice person. Since I changed my class, he and hor lap are the 2 tat I rely to. Responsible, smart, and others. He is just like Steven Gerrard in Liverpool team. Without him, I think my assignment group... Nice to meet such a good assignment leader. So, alien, dare to challenge him. You are challenging me!!! U suck
Enrin- Wow!! Another friend tat I would like to emphasize. She is extremely friendly and willing to help me although we know each other just 2 month (I think). Hmm... again, nice look, nice heart, nice personality and bla bla bla... so many.
Throughout 2008, I am not alone for my uni life cos I have them. I will never walk alone...Thank you all...AMANDA, alexis, Danny and enrin...
(To be continued...)
The stories of A to E
Amanda- Well, since I had changed my class to TA7, hmm... amanda is the third or forth girl I known in class. Nice and creative person. But a bit siao...(jkjk). We know more after having assignment together. From you, I had learnt APPRECIATE!!!
Alexis- She arh? There is just 1 word which is suitable to describe her- KUSO. She is the one who I knew since I started my university life. Based on my impression, nice person, nice heart, nice look (no kidding). Although we were not known well, you are quite nice in helping me in 2 assignments in semester 1. So, alien, dare to try to challenge her. You are challenging me!!!
Black fishes- Hmm...let me think...Intelligent, cool, fear not. Tats wat I can desribe him. Know him through my fren Danny. Helpful and always like to ZHA ppl!!! Zha Dou...zzz...T.T...KO2...Geng
C-Haven think of...wait arh
Danny- Well, we knew each other since start of sem 1. Nice person. Since I changed my class, he and hor lap are the 2 tat I rely to. Responsible, smart, and others. He is just like Steven Gerrard in Liverpool team. Without him, I think my assignment group... Nice to meet such a good assignment leader. So, alien, dare to challenge him. You are challenging me!!! U suck
Enrin- Wow!! Another friend tat I would like to emphasize. She is extremely friendly and willing to help me although we know each other just 2 month (I think). Hmm... again, nice look, nice heart, nice personality and bla bla bla... so many.
Throughout 2008, I am not alone for my uni life cos I have them. I will never walk alone...Thank you all...AMANDA, alexis, Danny and enrin...
(To be continued...)
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